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Thoughts of a wandering mind …

In between downloading and downloading , and taking full benefit of the DSL that i recently have got installed, i have discovered some truths. I think i would like to share these thoughts.

- The arrival of babies always makes the entire household light hearted and joyful. And well duh , everyone’s more or less happy.
- Everyone expects you since you are the youngest of the lot to do every single errand around the house even if its not something concerned with you by a HUGE long shot!.
- Sometimes the best thing to do is simply stay quite , listen to the other blabber, keep your calm and think about your favourite happy place.
- And just sometimes, JUST sometimes , its good to release it in a more healthy manner than smoking.
- Even if you appear on TV for like a minute or its whereabouts , people will consider you to have achieved STARDOM!.. i am serious about this one.
- Pakistani’s and Indian fans are the 2nd worst on the lot if the respective cricket team loses and comes back. The worst is the same fans if you lose and make an early exit in the world cuP!. refernec to this , one of the players in the indian squad, lost the better days of his house to rioters who left it in a disastrous state after the team lost to Bangladesh.
- The first ones to get the butt of the jokes are the fanatics and the extremists or all those who like them!
- I am happier in life than i was a year ago.

These aren’t golden beads of wisdom, just some random thoughts of a Wandering Mind.

Categories: Gibberish

A Nation Demoralized

I write this article, not for the purpose of putting down our nation further, but for ther purpose of perhaps pushing it to waking up. I write in the hope of that perhaps some last remaining feelings of of belonging, honour, faith and determination to work towards a better tomorrow might still be preserved. I write in the hope of a miracle or two. I write to a demoralized and disgruntled nation.

There is undoubtedly a cloud of dejection and low morale over the nation. There is indeed present amongst a sense of wrong. There are feelings of mutual unwant. There are many factors over the past few years which have contributed to this effect. The feeling of being a ‘push around nation’ of the US to do its bidding in the region. The failure of the government to, despite a ‘inflated’ economic growth ( heavily linked with our ties with the US), regard some of the more pressing issues which will more or less contribute to a boiling point in the general public. Constant terrorism attacks within the country, a spate of cross border blame game with the Afghani government, a fluctuating relationship with India and now a detoriating relationship with the US ( marked by the recent visit of Mr. Cheney, The US Vice President ). Even the situation withing the country has attributed to a sad atmosphere.

The events of the suspension of the Chief Justice of our country, followed by protests from Lawyers, suspension of two channels for showing news. The government is shrouding itself up in unwanted mystery. The way in which the entire incident has been handled is sad. And so are all those after the suspension. There is still a lot of uncertainity within the country at the moment. At one point , scenes in Islamabad and Lahore looked akin to a revolt. There was inbetween speculations as to the actual whereabouts of the missing Justice Rana Bhagwandas, our senior most Justice. As if that was not all, the nation’s sports are not to be left behind.
It is almost impossible not to include the events of a sport for which this country is mad. The Cricket Crazy nation of ours has recently witnessed some of the darkest moments in its history of cricket. We went into the world cup at the back of a controversial season of cricket, from the OVal Fiasco last year to the doping bans of Akhtar and Asif, to the surprising injuries of key players, and lastly but not the least, the exit at the hands of Ireland and the death of Bob Woolmer (the Pakistan coach). The reason why it is important to include this is because the onlly source of spirits in for this nation as a nation has also closed its door. The entire nation was still reeling from the shock defeat to Ireland , that it was soon compounded by the death of Bob Woolmer. The death of that man is also uncertain, with plenty of speculation to be added. It was followed by resignations of the captain, Inzimam ( who announced his retirement from ODI cricket after the world cup) and that of the PCB chairman , Dr. Naseem.
Going back to the entire CJ fiasco, several resignations have appeared on the horizon relating to that as well.
Such is the level of our cisgruntlement towards the country , that people have stopped caring. They have simply given up. They have started taking the easier route. Logically you can’t blame them. But Thank God, logic isn’t the only regimene of thinking now is it.
Needless to say, the nation is going through a disastrous period of chaos , and uncertainity, where it becomes hard for someone who loves his country , to defend it on all grounds or even a single one.

Categories: Current Affairs, News

The Chief Justice Fiasco

March 10, 2007 sammy wiseguy 2 comments

About a month ago, I recieved in my mail forward. It was an open letter to the Chief Justice by Naeem Bukhari. It was one of the most bold letters I have ever read. It directly accused the Chief Justice of various mis conducts in abusing the power and the priveleges associated with the office. Yesterday, the Chief Justice of Pakistan, was sacked by our President. To say that I am happy that corruption is being dealt with, would be an idealistic statement. Unfortunately , we don’t live in ideal times. Such an event is major blow to an already disgruntled nation. The manner in which everything is carried out, the entire state of affairs, is a demoralizing one for anyone associated with the identity of the nation. There have been various reactions to the incidence since yesterday. The entire situation is nothing less than a circus.
Lawyers have gone on strike. The country’s legal brass are split up in whether the President has the power to remove the Chief Justice or rather suspend him. There are those, like Mr. Saeed, saying that he does but it is rather shocking that he did. The claims made in the open letter by Mr. Naeem Bukhari in that open letter, were ofcourse unverified. So even though I tend to believe all that was written in it, it still remains whether all the allegations are true. The suspension was a result of various ‘complaints’ of ‘misconduct’ and abuse of power. The hearing is still to take place. What adds even more fuel to the entire thing is the appointment of the Acting Cheif Justice, Mr. Javed Iqbal. There is a feeling that Mr. Bhagwandas should have been appointed. Now, Mr. Bhagwandas was already superceded before on religous grounds. This time the excuse is that he is in India; one which is challenged by the allegation that he could have been called and travelled back within an hour. It all simply shrouds everything in unrequired mystery. It paints a sorry picture of the government administratively. It puts further clouds of resentment in the general public.
The entire fiasco, along with all other things going on around the region, and around the globe, with strong words being spoken against the part of Pakistan in the war against terror being spoken in the US Congress, leaves you with a notion of being dejected. It is indeed a sad day.

Categories: Current Affairs, News

The curse of thinking…

Half of the problems with people who are depressed all the time, or are in a constant state of hypertension or anxiety in my opinion is that they overthink. Their thinking process runs into overdrive, and to a point of burnout. They start thinking everything way too much, infact overthinking it. Be it related to your work, be it related to your emotions, we tend to do that. I tend to drift into that region as well. We think, and think, and think, and soon start becoming paranoid and our thinking starts falling into the zone of hallucination, or getting ahead of where it should be. It causes a feeling of emotional insecurity as well. You start doubting everyone. You start doubting yourself. Fate seems to be your mortal enemy. You hate the future. You don’t like it at all. Its always 10 times easier for humans to imagine the worse case scenario regarding to the future in a more realistic way than it is to imagine the positive. Many a people suggest not to think over things too much. Easier said than done I can assure you.
Humans are condemed to do a few things, and one of them is thinking. Its trying to be rational about things , but often falling into the trap of like I said, being paranoid or simply paranoia. We take a thing that we can just go along with while being in the moment and turn into a series of unfortunate events. ‘I got a bad grade, my grades will keep falling, i will have to face my parents, i will not get a job, i will be a loser and a complete dissappointment to my parents.’ or ‘Well she seemed bored while tlaking to me today, maybe she doesn’t feel the same way about me as much as i do, maybe she is not the one, maybe this is not meant to be, i will end up being alone again, or rather alone forever’ and blah blah blah. Rationally perhaps we could just focus on the now more, and try to convert that into the positive. Stop thinking and overthinking about the future so much. This particular blog may probably seem, oh I don’t know , jumbled or clattered or disconnected to you. It might to me too. And for those who know me , would probably think ‘dude, you are the SAME!’ I know, thats why it all applies to me just the same and beckons me to at times not think soo much. Just try to take it as it comes. Life is way to short to be thinking about the long run. Especially more shorter when you consider its further divided into phases. I got the following in a mail forward ( yea those things make sense at times), and it hit me quite a bit.

First I was dying to finish my high school and start college. And then I was dying to finish college and start working. Then I was dying to marry and have children. And then I was dying for my children to grow old enough so I could go back to work. But then I was dying to retire. And now I am dying. And suddenly I realized I forgot to live.Please don’t let this happen to you. Appreciate your current situation and enjoy each day.

Thats right, don’t let it happen to you. To us rather. Lets not overthink, and let its curse consume us so that we forget to live.

Categories: Gibberish